I had a very interesting dream last night. I won't go into details, but I will say this: it was very sexual. Sexual in a supernatural way. Even I'm a little disturbed by my subconscious, but I guess that's what I get for regularly exposing myself to absurd things. Most people would think twice about talking to me if they knew. So this girl from college was involved in this bizarre dream. And she has been on my mind for the whole day.
Now don't get me wrong; I have no feelings at all for this girl. I do find her cute, but that's all. Nothing else. And yet I felt uncomfortable seeing her today and I had pangs of 'emptiness'. I don't quite know how to explain it. I haven't had this feeling in forever, but it has certainly returned for today. I doubt it's anything to do with my 'sex drive' or shit like that, because obviously I have had no sex. It's amazing how I manage to creep even myself out.
This has just taken over all of my thoughts today. I've been meaning to blog about a lot of things, but I can't think of anything important now that this came, because this is something REALLY out of place of my life. I never get vivid dreams like that.
Well, let's move on; I can't stay caught up on that dream forever. I have been playing a lot of MW3. Yesterday I did really badly. I had a game with a KD < 1.0. Which is unheard of for me! I've nearly got my KD to 3.0, but yesterday my KD was just at a standstill. Bad games mixed in with OK-games. Never a good one. Today has been ok; I haven't done especially good but it hasn't been bad. My KD is on the rise again, at least!
Chris finally met Sean yesterday. It was quite an epic meeting. OK not really, it was normal. Normal meeting between normal people living normal lives. Is anything really significant?
Can I just say that Cheat is a magnificent card game. It is just so much fun! When you learn the tech, you just become unbeatable. Hiding those cards... that is what it means to be a true master of Cheat. I won three games today. I never usually win any. I was just beasting on everyone. They didn't know what hit them!
OH, Phillip had a nasty drop today. Let me tell the full story. He was walking through the gates with his arm around Lily' shoulder. I considered doing the old tap on the shoulders trick, but decided against it, and just walked to lesson. But then Phillip came running up behind me to greet me just as I turned a corner. So he barely latched onto my bag, then had a DIRTY slip and fall. I had to suppress my laughter. It was horrible! Luckily nobody saw it but me, but still! I will never let this live down.
My mark for my Chemistry coursework is 36/40. Which is a solid A, but it WILL be moderated, so it is definitely a B. Which is fine. I'll just have to do very well on my exams. I'm hoping I can perfect them; then I will be a nicer candidate for universities. I really feel like applying to Cambridge and Imperial; they're the only two I really want to go to. We had an Oxbridge meeting yesterday, and I did pick up some pretty cool facts. Cambridge looks nicer, but Oxford is easier to get into (supposedly). I'll have to improve my Physics a lot over the summer in order to do well at all in that aptitude test.
I don't have much to say for now. That dream has just taken precedence over my current life; I can't think of much else. Sorry, and goodbye for now!
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